Tuesday, January 26, 2010

最壞的...總會過去

過去的一個星期..發生了太多事情....當中還牽涉了感情+金錢+責任

應該怎麼開始說...就從這裡開始吧!!!還是不要再長篇大論了

其實大家都知道我正喜歡著一個人...這個人我覺得真的值得為他付出一切..即使現在還沒有回報..但我也覺得很足夠了...她走之前,答應過他一定會幫他處理他房子的東西..原本應該是下個月才要處理,結果她的租客A突然說不要住了...原本已經很辛苦的要租客A留下他的床,方便我們找租客..結果我和他的朋友租客B又突然說不要住了..因為沒有錢交房租,,搞的要把跟agent的租約毀掉..要在一個星期以內把所有家具賣掉...上個星期日我又把同事的gps弄壞,要賠一個新的給他...

星期三的時候,晴晴媽媽突然病情惡化(HER MUM HAS CANCER)..我都不能聯絡他..屋子里的東西又還沒搞定...她媽的我們那個朋友(租客B),,原本答應過要幫她cut電費,電話費,上網費的東西全部都不想做,,我真的不想再給晴晴任何煩惱,星期六日我又要上班,,煩死了,,不上班,我又沒錢用...我還要存錢extend visa + 交學費 (因為我fail掉),,結果家具賣不完,,被逼把它捐給SALVATION ARMY...整理這個那個...星期六又要幫我姊姊找房子(因為她被逼要搬)..

一個星期過去了,她房子差不多搞定了,就差電費跟煤氣費(她媽的租客B,你要上課上班搬家,難道我就沒有東西煩嗎.我就是因為沒有女人的聲音才不能幫她cut..你最後還是答應了要幫我們,又遲遲不要搞,,打個電話cut掉真的那麼難嗎???)..姊姊也找到屋子住了..gps也賠給人了...晴晴也透過我的情敵兼最好的朋友把她的留言傳給了我...就連我的情敵也說希望我能回去陪晴晴,因為只有我才能哄她開心...唉...心痛阿...如果不是因為學校的東西,,,我早就回去陪她了...

一個女人...她對我來說,又是同學,又是同鄉(NOT ONLY HONG KONG,BUT ALSO ORIGIN),又是夥伴,又是玩伴,又是知己,又是紅顏...我對她的一切,他早就知道,而且我也不厭其煩的偶爾提起...她對我的,還是停留在感激,,,可能你們覺得我傻了..可是這次我是來真的了...她差的可能就只是那麼一點點讓她喜歡上我的感覺..我差的就只是給她名分的那一刻...



如果你問我這次那麼堅持到底的原因的話,,,我一定可以回答你的...不知道大家現在怎麼樣了,,只想告訴大家...加油...去爭取你們覺得重要的一切吧!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

hi folks!!!

what's up everyone????
its been 2 months since i came back for holiday...ck..ck..seriously time flies quick fast though
er....almost doing nothing in here, and i feel that my brain and body are getting corrode...aih =_=

BUT! aha!! i've been doing some car driving lesson these few days!! wohoooo~~
yea, i know u all probably have done it when you're 17 years old... I KNOWW~~~~~
still, i feel quite different, like i'm getting grown up already..hahaha..

anyway, tanya chua has released new songss!!! new album!! its quite old already actually..but i luv it!!! the way she wrote the lyrics is very.... i don't know how to say..
probably some of you have heard it before, but i just put a few (my favourites!!!!) for you all to listen, enjoy!!!! take care!!!


蔡健雅 「誰」 完整版MV


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YqcN0nduuBM&feature=related

蔡健雅 - 若你碰到他 MV


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQHtAyEl9YE

Friday, January 8, 2010

Poor HCHS Kids

My fellow animals, check this discussion board on Facebook...

Doesn't it remind you of a simpler time when the biggest unjust in the world was that the school didn't allow us to keep our hair long?!

Now when I look at their discussion, all I could think of is "Pfffttt!! Kids, grow up!!" LOL!

Gosh, I feel old...