since everybody has posted their Unis, i hope i can spare out some time to post something about my campus someday. but basically it wouldn't be as pretty as u guys have. it is quite a shame for Australia..even its airport...my goodness, 10 years behind HKs...
life has been a bit tough for me this semester. i was working like full time during the first half of the semester, then once i told my boss to limit my time. now i have more free time, but basically i m getting worse...I have mahjong games every week, the game usually starts from 9pm and it normally will finish till 5am or 6am, depends on the speed. occasionally every week will have one night for karaoke. plus i have fellowship gathering every friday night(to those who did not know, I had converted to Christianity) as well as Sunday service every morning(go to church).also i only work every monday and saturday. my wage was still the same, but what happen is that i have more time to spend as well as depreciating australian dollars, which means my wage is depreciating plus i spend more than before. u guys know what kind of person i am. i simply do not know how to control my spending power, as i did in penang before.
In addition, just before the mid semester exam, i bought an NDSL(Nintendo DS Lite) and a PSP. it feels good to use ur own money to buy something that u wanted and i made it. so basically u wun see me studying. because a part of it is i skipped classes all the time.
well, i m not blaming something, but just it is the fact that how much effort that i put, then how much would i get, no more or less. having exams 2 weeks later, really stressful this time, a part of reason i skip classes is because i trust my ability that i can pass by self-study. but the fact is the assessment were too harsh despite the units are not really hard.
by the way, i haven't update something yet...last Saturday, when i started my shift at the shop, i had a wierd experience. there was a cutie korean gal entered the shop..she just look for a while and then went out. she then came back and enquire for our products. but since she cannot understand no matter how many times and detailed i explained to her, i decided the order for her. around 5 minutes later, she came back and asked if i have a girl friend or not. and guess what, she left her phone to me so she can meet up with me. right up to now, i still do not know what she is after, but basically it was shocking...sorry guys i do not have pics on her but i just have the paper that left her name and contact details..
Please bear with my long post every time and i know some people just do not like long post since they might get annoyed or something, as well as their own troubles. no one to blame but a short reply will be really enough to the one who write the post or manage the blog.
Personally i agree on CC's suggestion. basically what we need is interaction, i can foresee what would happen if we have zero interaction each other. it is not a hard stuff to post something up, it is a commitment to maintain our bond. some of you guys were in the same place, but some aren't, thats the purpose of our blog, to keep update each other and share up and downs in our personal life. merely a phone call/message/email or a writing to our blog will be good enough for me, just depend on ours if we all wanted to make the first step ahead. life is harsh seriously, a life span of a mankind is short, you will not know what would happen tomorrow. i have a close friend in here, within 3 months, 2 of her aunties was positive to Cancer and one uncle died last week..we will not know how much life span we have, but i am sure we all have ups and downs to share each other. i seriously know everybody will not wanted a person leaving the world without saying/hearing the last words to/from him/her. I am not making the topic serious but i am just sharing my thoughts to all of you. we simply tend to ignore something in front of us and regret of losing once we noticed it.
Message to everyone:
Beth: life has been occasionally tough for you, stressful on studies, i realised that trusting Christ is easy, but live within Christ is hard to achieve and I am still learning it.
Mel: last time u updated me that you got sinus again right, just make sure u take good care of ur body and have a nice holiday in Indo.
Jenn: As i can see,you have commitments on your stuff, just feel free to commit something to us too, Good luck on everything.
Kwan: I know u had a hard stuff on your life as you asked me for consultation, i have a big responsibility for not asking you to participate in this blog and I will definitely make you included in this blog.
Ai Ling: I do not know if you had read this blog before but making the first step is extremely important, i know you are the one who trust destiny can be changed.
Keen Yeep: Hope everything is fine in your job experience. for all of you, i reckon you were the most lucky, ur life path was never being hard, u have all the attributes to success in the future. Keep going, your chinese name already assumed everything for you and you have to fulfill it.
Chern Swern: Haven't got any updates around u but i seriously know you have ur own thinking and base on your reasoning skills, i fully trust you can acheive something that u really wanted to accomplish.
Chiu Chern: just saw ur post and message and it was encouraging. volunteering is a very big commitment and it requires a lot of consideration before you make your step on. make sure you have the ability to take care of yourself before taking care of another people.
Chen Ni: The last time i chatted with you was on the phone, when i was taking a very long break from work. it was a really great chat with you that time. you shared ups and downs with me and I seriously know that you still have a lot of task that u really wanted to accomplish, wish you good luck.
Me:
Sow Fen: basically we were still stopping in a status that we two are merely classmates, nothing else. i should do something more hopefully you were doing well on your librarian management, i can foresee it would be a fun course if i am going to study on.
Yuu Ruu: Glad to know that you were doing something that you really enjoy with. Taiwan is also a place that i wanted to travel, hopefully everything is in right track for you and i am sure you will not let your train out of track.
Zhi How: life was occasionally desperate for you, feel free to share with us and it will be a lot of fun. you have your own thoughts, you have your own passion, you are just like a musician performing in the street, waiting someone to acknowledge you, i fully believe you can do it..hoho
Mei Xian: It is always hard to start a conversation with you since you were in the debate team, you have ur own principle and your own accomplishments that u wanted to achieve. life is a short journey but if you think more on after-life, you will feel happier.
Yi Long: you were the one who i chatted the most in msn when i leave penang. from you, i fully understand how a normal family in penang is. it is merely a cultural problem that made me cannot fully understand how tough your life is. Keep going and use happiness and thanksgiving to counter all of the task that u are going to acheive.
I guess I will write up to here. Will adjust my emotions and mood by the next post..hohoho
To everyone and whom I had missed you out:
May God Bless and be with you all.
BeAr bEaR™
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