Friday, December 24, 2010

Happy New Year 2011~!

Hello PEOPLE~!

FIRSTLY, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR~! May all your wishes come true. =)

Saw Jenn's post and realised it had been ages since I posted on our class blog. So here am I, saying "HI!". It will be another 2.5 years before I graduate from my degree. I will be staying in Singapore for another 6 years at least. So find me if you are here.

Jiayou to those who are going to graduate in 2011~! CONGRATS in advance. To those who are going to start working, WISH YOU ALL THE BEST~! =D

Hope to hear from you all soon. (With your latest update hopefully) =)

All the best,
Chiu Chern

Ho Ho Ho

Happy Christmas, everybody!!

I know I've been MIA for a very very long time, it's just that life hasn't been too kind to me lately... I rarely in the mood to be merry and all... But I hope you guys have a very happy Christmas and an awesome new year... See you guys in 2011! =)

Lots of love,
Jenn

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A letter

Dear Zoo mates,

It has been a while I haven't seen you all...It has been 3 years already...guess we all changed already...but my spending spree had become worse..my appearance had become worse..my memory had even been washed away plenty..so how are you guys????I shall keep it short...I gotta change my long-winded personality as everyone is complaining me about this..

I had quited from my job as a bank sales,,the job is quite tough and has received countless of complaints from my loved ones, as well as several unreasonable company policies,,so I decided to step down and find another one...bless me luck then...I am actually facing a dilemma, not about relationship but actually money and housing issues...can't really explain in details now...too tricky to understand the whole issue

probably i should request someone to write a summary about all the animal's updates...however as per requested by mel mel, I had posted some of my recent photo to my own blog..Sorry ar...I realised that I don't like to take/post solo pic..hehe...Add oil guys...looking forward to hearing from you guys soon..

Love,
Bear

Monday, November 8, 2010

My stupidity

希望你们都知道那个是什么。。。
USB of cooling pad for laptop
我用了这个东东。。。。 mhmm。。。差不多半年了
可是,我今天才知道,
才知道那个东东还可以在接另外一个USB ^^

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

LETS UPDATE OUR PHOTO





Hola everyone ^^
how are ya.....all
miss ya'll so much
hey.. lets see how different we are from the pic up there hehehehe.

HIYAA.... one... TWO... Three... START!!!
from bebek ya.... u should be the first one.
then me hehehe

Sunday, September 19, 2010

What INSIDE my thought NOW

"See, this is exactly what i'm talking about. When i need you, you're not there, when you need me, I'm always there."

and


"I hate how i'm just invisible to you. It's like i used to be your favourite, and now i don't exist."

Lastly,


"I guess i just got hurt. Really hurt and sometimes when that happens, something inside me just shuts off."

Cited from Quick Thoughts


Sunday, September 5, 2010

Shortest Post Ever!!!!

Hey I will start working for Citibank Starting tomolo

Saturday, September 4, 2010

river festival and me!!!


omg,

will u guys get bored because it's me posting new things again??? hehehehe....

just want to post video of an event that happened in here yesterday, and i think it really awesome!! and some pics of recent me, kiakakakakakakaka...

this is river festival, i'm suppose a 25minute long of fire works goin on, but i din take it all..pretty2??


some sound effects from me...heheheheh


and me!!! hahahha, am i gettin fat ald?????
okay, i need to stop procrastinating...

TAKE CARE ALL!!!!
xoxo

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

sadddddddddd

HELLO!!!
where is everybody???????????

uuuu....i feel so down these few days...

damn down!!! too sad!!!! aih.................

why can't i become more stronger????

i'm so annoyedddddddddddddddddd!!!

ARGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I FEEL LIKE SMASHING MY

KEYBOARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

when u have "new", "old" is forgotten
damn sad... =..(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

This Post Has Nothing To Do With FIFA World Cup

Location: Bedroom
Mood: Sleepy and agitated
Listening to: Scissor Sisters - Fire with Fire


Well, hello mates!! How are you guys doing?!! I'm sorry I haven't been updating anything for a long time now. I've started working as a full-timer 3 weeks ago. The job has basically consumed all the free time I had before, means that now I don't have time for social networking sites or any sites for that matter =( I usually come home around 11.30, but I'm too tired to do anything after hitting the shower and, well, hitting the bong. Lol!

Anyway, I was at RockNess Music Festival last week, all in the name of my love for Blondie. So we drove 7 hours from Newcastle heading up north towards Inverness, Scotland. In case you don't know, the festival site is right next to the legendary Loch Ness Lake, where the Loch Ness monster appeared once for the sake of getting the world's attention. Fame whore!



Well, from the right is Dilla (new Indonesian friend who I just met that day; she used to live in Rome for 2 years. Cool chick.), me (check out my bright blue wellies!), Cindy and Jano (the guy that I'm kinda "dating" I guess). Joel was the photographer by the way, hence he wasn't in the picture. It was raining the whole day and you wouldn't believe how cold that day was. Not to mention the mud and the public toilet. Ugh!

But luckily Debbie Harris made it worth all the suffering! Check out my favourite strung-out Grannie getting her jiggy on!!


Well, it wasn't the best performance from Blondie, Debbie sang quite little and obviously high on something, but she sang most of my favourite songs and even dedicated "Maria" to all the girls. I swear to God I peed a little from the excitement. I just couldn't believe my eyes and ears. I always thought that they'd be long dead when I get the chance to see their show. They even did a cover of "Heartbreaker" by Taio Cruz, which was awesome!!

Oh, Vampire Weekends and The Strokes were there too. I don't listen to their songs, but everyone was dancing around and throwing beers at each other. I threw beers on a guy who wore a pig mask and another guy who wore a big bear head. I got thrown by the people from behind and splashed beers around with Dilla in the Techno Area. Mud and beers, how hot am I?

Speaking of Techno Area, the people were completely nuts. Everyone was high on either weeds, LSD or E. Fuuhhhhh, I've never seen so many people making out at the same time before. Guy-girl, girl-girl, guy-guy, girl-guy-girl, guy-girl-guy, whatever tickles your fancy, they were doing it. And we almost got caught for smuggling weeds in, there was a sniffing dog at the security check, fortunately the dog was retarded. I saw so many people smoking joint and did cocaine rows in the toilet seats. The dog FAILED big time.

Anyway, I'll be leaving to London at 7 a.m. tomorrow morning. Then to Rome the day after that, staying for one night, then to South-West of Italy for 3 days, another 4 days in Rome, 5 days in Amsterdam (yesssssssssss!!!!!!! Stoners heaven!!!), back in UK for a week, then Madrid and Barcelona for 5 days (courtesy of Miss Ee May Ong). I feel like a rockstar on tour now. Lol! But I'm really excited to see the exotic Olive people and hearing them speak sex languages. Hmm, Italian and Spanish drip sex, don't they?!!

Well, I better get going. I'm still debating whether to sleep now or sleep later in the bus. Either way, I gotta finish packing tonight.

Hey, I heard lots of people are going back to Han Chiang to celebrate the 60th anniversary. I'm soooo jealous!!! I wanna go to!! Didn't we use to make some sort of pact to reunite at HC's 60th anniversary? Ooops!

Anyway, good night guys!! I'm waiting for your updates! Love you all!!

XOXO,
Jenn

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

SOOO, random

HOLA.....LAALALA......where is everybody?????

just a very random post
and it is abouttttt...* jreng jreng!!!*

WINTER IS COMING!!!!!!!!!oh, wrong, IT'S HERE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FYI, in Australia, the seasons are in different timing, and don't ask me why......
so, lets grab a warm blanket, warm pyjamas, warm socks and heater probably! WOHOOO~~!!!!
Just one thing that might annoyed me the most is what i called as "morning-sickness" because if i got classes at 8am, means get up early and ready to have a shower in this chill weather...NOO!!!! o_O
anyway...exam and winter break also around d corner, so yea, above statement can wait for some time..MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

: ) just leave you guys with some of my thoughts tonight.......



credit to Wolfreys44



****Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.......****
how lovely if it's snowing here.. why Australia, why?!!!


luv,
beth




Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Uhm....Wierd Post

這一年來,,對電影的情節特別容易代入自己...我竟然白痴到會憧憬偶像劇或電影的愛情故事發生在我身上...雖然曾經面對過好似電視劇的劇情,,但做人還是現實點好..

這一年來,,想通了很多東西..也有想過是否沒有好好珍惜原本擁有的...其實算起來還是很多的..也有想過為什麼這一個blog很少人留言...有時也會懷疑是否我們已經疏離了...答案是肯定的...我承認我有努力去了解大家的狀況..但奈何大家追求的東西都不盡相同...加上這3年的洗禮,,對很多東西我都會抱著可能跟以前不一樣的看法..朋友其實是要默契的...但當我的看法跟大家都不一樣時,,,何來有默契呢???

這一年來,,經歷的事特別多,,有為一個人會去改變,,有為未來去好好想清楚路該怎麼走...但突然一想,,究竟我把你們放到那裡呢??你們個個都問我什麼時候回來...我都沒有正面回應,,,說真的,,人大了,,不只淚點愈來愈低,,要負擔的要顧慮的真的愈來愈多...但感謝主..衪叫我所試煉的都能受得住..我在澳洲的確學懂了很多事,,,這是我在檳城永遠學不回來的...

這一年來,,,我的blog盡是一些白痴post,,誰想知道你的他是怎麼一回事,,其實每一次發post的時候都想有人reply...不過也要想想你想人家如何reply你..這是某人教我的,.後來我試過代入你們,,原來我也想不到我要如何reply我自己的post..

這一年來,,人事物變化太大,,有時因為各自的生活已經無暇去管人家發生什麼事...其實我一直都很想知道究竟每一次我在msn 突然hi 你們時,,,你們是什麼感覺呢???當初我們從韓江作為起點,,,現在大家跑的位置都不同了...我很清楚這一個blog 被廢的是因為每一次只有某些人在留言,,某些人在寫post..我也覺得無所謂了,,總不可能強迫別人去迎合自己的觀念..每個人的定義都不一樣..重點是...其實在blog裡面簡單的問候已經很足夠了..至少我知道你們還活著...

這一年來,,,對生離死別的體驗太深了...我親耳&親眼目睹一個人因為家人病重所表現的無助感同哀慟,,,當他在我面前哭的時,,我的心是寒的...他簡直可以說是改變我一生的人...而且我還是認為因為這樣我的淚點愈來愈低....他媽的看每一套tvb電視劇還是電影都會不自覺流淚...是因為感同身受?還是純粹同情他的遭遇??就因為他的故事,,,我才決定無論如何都要回去爸媽身邊...屈指一算原來我也離家7年了..是時候做回一點事了..

我,,年少輕狂,,可是總要對別人負責...我不會抹殺4年檳城的生活...是你們發掘了不一樣的我..我們的相遇不是偶然..當時時機不好,,,我一直都很少提起我來檳城的原因...說真的,,只有傻b會相信我給的理由..不過現在都沒關係了...你們當時對我的接納..是多麼重要的事..這就夠了...特別感謝j31的所有人...尤其是子豪...你是第一個跟我說話的人...

不過,,,事過竟遷,,,我雖年少,,但不可再輕狂,,而且是時候對別人負責..現在只想知道...身在各處的大家...你們還好嗎???

p.s: I do really apologize for not using english nor malay nor thai nor indo...the fact is that these are all my true feelings and i couldn't express it better with other language than Chinese..same thing applies to you guys too..right??

Monday, May 24, 2010

more updates to come

人大了,,,淚點真的會變得愈來愈低...

Friday, April 16, 2010

I'm good at....

staying in the house for the whole day and just wasting my time like doing some browsing, eating, bathing, talking, and browsing again... o_O

btw, do you all know that this blog has been for almost 3 years?? and mostly during the end of year, there are the least posts posted??hm, there is our graduation night post, tioman post and i dearly missed those things very much, much, much, much.... *_*
so guys, my conclusion is, we SHOULD meet up!!!hahhahaha....yes, we will

i'm so not in the mood of going back to uni next monday after 3 weeks break....HELP ME!!!!! and my soon (within days) mid-term exam, urg......

cheers guys!

especially to jenn:
mc sexy?? no...

mc yummy?? no...

mc steamy??....

oh yes...

; )

Friday, April 9, 2010

第一次

HEY HO everyone!!!!

YES YES!!!!! 我 的 第 一 次!!!!!!!!!!! How am i going to express this feeling...anyway people, let me represent you with my first experience........... *drum drum drum*


"Salmonella infection"


Yes people, the symptoms that i had since the first day i arrived at the land called Brisbane, its actually represent quite an acute disease! after 2weeks of coming-back-fever, finally i ended up staying in the hospital for a week and just missing all my classes with a total of almost three weeks!!! gee, i just realize, it means i only have been to the uni for what 10days probably?? i'm a bad bad girl.... ; )

Nothing really especial actually, my blood just being sucked for several couple of times, i have infusing thingy in different places of my both hands, some x-ray and i'm not sure what this technique called, but you all must know. The one where a pregnant lady usually test to see their unborn baby, like scrolling your stomach with a tool that can actually see all the organs inside your belly..yup, that's the one! Anyway, now, i'm healthy again, although i still need to have few check up, but overall, i think i'm back to NORMAL!! yey!!!! such a great experience!!

Well, due to this reason, i also need to drop some of my subjects in order for me not to get nervous breakdown, haha, and it means i'll be graduated late!! Kind of sad and angry at first, but i'm over it already, i believe anything happen for a reason, right? so, heads up and let's continue my life....

So, what's life have been to you lately???

Take care all! *_*

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Jenn Calling

I refuse to let this blog die! Therefore, I strongly encourage everyone to quit being a bitch, and let this blog serve its purpose. Let's BLOG, shall we? Ok, I go first.

Erm, let's see... I've got a part-time job now... Basically working as a waitress (again!) for a few hours per week... The pay is not bad, standard £5/hour, and the work is not as tiring as my previous waitress-ing gig, so I'm not complaining... Besides, now that I can save money, I can plan my summer vacation from Holland and all the way up to Sweden! I'm planning to catch one of the summer music festivals in Sweden... Hopefully Sahara Hotnights will play! =)

Btw, I got me-self a new laptop... Cuz my previous one has been a totally bitch... Motherboard totally gone... Not 2 weeks after that, which was 3 nights ago to be exact, I lost my handphone in a club... Well, there was a "Beware of pickpockets" sign that I didn't notice... I partly blame my luck, massive amount of alcohol, and this...

TWO super hot TOPLESS HUNKY DANCERS!!
*HUGE GRINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN*

Heck, can you blame me?!! LOL... Ok, you can... But I'm getting an iPhone cuz I lost my old one... Daddy doesn't seem to mind... Gotta love him when he's drunk! Anyway, any tech geek here? Anyone who has used an iPhone before? I don't want to get a Blackberry cuz I want a music phone... I hope I made the right choice... Btw guys, losing my phone means losing my phonebook... Might have to ask you guys to send me your numbers... But I'll do it after I get my new number and I'll email you guys on Facebook! Don't be a bitch, reply me please! Love you long time! =)

Oh, Easter break is here... I'm having time off til the end of April... But lectures and seminars have ended... So it's just me and my final assignments before I graduate on July... Geez, I feel old...

Anyway, I guess that's all the drill about me...
I'd love to hear from you guys...

XOXO,
Jenn

Sunday, March 21, 2010

cina + benggali = ?????



again....
for those who doesn't understand malay~
这是一个真实事件~
有一个学生在学校要填一张表格。
全部表格里的问题都难不倒他,除了“国籍”。
因为他是一名混血儿。之后他就在想....他的爸爸是华人(Cina)
他的妈妈却是锡克人(Benggali = Baii)
所以,就充满信心的填下(Cibai)=> Cina + Baii

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Let's CONTINUE

1. To what bear said about AUSI WEATHER, which really not friendly at these moment
2. My newly, ehm, actually its already the first week OF SUPER DUPER BUSY UNI LIFE
3. Lastly my unstoppable diseaseS T.T

It might not like sydney that worse, in here it just rainy DAYS, almost a whole week of rainy days and is it the reason why i got this very common but seems to be quite dangerous right now, okey, friends lets discuss it


4-5days of FEVER

TERRIBLE cough

and upset stomach due to gastric!!

Anyone??anyone??anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?? (scream out loud!!!!)
Yes yes yes, good answer. go and find a doctor and i DID!!!!!! i go have my chest xray and do some blood test, which almost make me faint, seriously, they only took 2 bottle of blood sample and afterwards, BAMB!!! heads spinning around, btw, quite fast and everything turns out to be white!!!! GOSHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still got a bunch of works to do, both in the house and in the uni...why???? i ate like buch of panadol too these few days...ohhhh guys..... i just finished checkin up my temperature, and it goes up again..what's wrong with you fever!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Blame Australia

I reckon I have nothing to share these days. But spamming this blog could be a good idea since I have only one subject left this semester and my other result is still pending...

I am not sure if any animals are a big fan of facebook, but certainly I am one of them...My facebook is basically open for 24/7, unless I shut down my computer or so. Even when I am working, My facebook is always on, but the only crap thing of my phone is it can't read words other than english...Blame Australia

I reckon Facebook is one of the greatest invention in this decade, apart from that YOUTUBE!!well yea...one of reason I play facebook everyday is because of the freaking expensive arcade games in Sydney....damn 2 AUD for one game of tekken, can't find KOF...Initial D 4 and 5 are bullshit game created by SEGA and most importantly,,Ching isn't here anymore and I couldn't get to her house and play PS3 and Wii with her,,the guilt goes to Australia...

Even though YOUTUBE is a life saver for those ppl who loves fancy stuffs, I could hardly get access to that...because of the lousy internet packages offered by telephone company...what the heck for having caps and quotas just to browse internet!!!!!since my landlord is a real stingy korean...I have to use a plan within my telephone company that only offers 1gb cap for browsing internet per month plus a 49 cap for phone calls,,,so what happen is,,,even if i just browses internet,,,it could easily break the cap and my pocket splashes its blood, also with some of the compulsory international calls,,,keeping my telephone + internet fee under 150AUD per month is already a miracle...Australia really needs to say sorry to me lol!!!!!

speaking of weather,,since Jenn mentioned about UK's weather,Oz's weather is just like a bitch...and i can never stop blaming it...there might be possibility that I am actually the bitch but I just can't like its weather...When it is a bright sunny day, all right the thermometer shows it is bloody 39 degrees and everybody is sweating like a pig in Sydney..but then a slight breezy wind could bring down showers without notifying anyone,,,and the BP of the thermometer will drop to just 1x-2x...so,,,Please could anyone tell me a reason to love this kind of weather Thank you!!

by the way,,,I had served one Scottish lady tonight and I assure that Scottish accent is a way weirder than Irish ones....probably I am already used to Irish people nowadays= =

well...overall I hate Australia but you will love this place if u r slow and not as picky as me...I just feel like offering a helping hand since Jenn actually wanted to rescue this blog from ICU..have fun reading...UPDATES!!!bet some of you already graduating...I am also in trouble on finding an office job...Blame Australia again for being racist to International students...they never appreciate on how much GDP we contributed to this country, instead they treat us as the Greatest and Dumbest Pigs of the world, being sent to this country and slaughtered by them!!!I am just being emo for the frustration I am facing in order to launder my CV...anyways,,,add oil everyone...不要怕,只要信...hehe

Lots of Love,
BeAr bEaR

Monday, March 1, 2010

Big Earth Return Spring 大地回春

Hi, how's everyone doing? I'm feeling a little insomniac now, so what the hell, I could spare a little time to update this blog. It's been on "life support" for quite some times now, hasn't it?

Seriously, how has everyone been doing? I haven't heard from you guys in ages. Granted, I haven't been on MSN in a while, because my laptop goes cuckoo every half an hour and it restarts automatically. It pisses me off, and in the end, I don't even bother to start my MSN anymore. Any big-brainer here to help me figure out what's wrong with it? I'm betting my money on "your hard-drive is a gone case".

Anyway, as for me, the 15 days of Chinese New Years consisted of procrastinating my final projects, giving myself and my team members a big break, cuz meh, it's Chinese New Year and we deserve a little time off, hitting off clubs and sleazy bars, and big dinner very now and then. Therefore, after 2 birthday parties, 2 birthday presents, a trip to Liverpool, countless dinners/parties/bottles of Tequilas, JDs and Malibus, I'm flat broke before the third week of February, and living on my housemates' welfare programme. LOL! My bank account has dried up and my dad hasn't banked in any money for me. Apparently, he thinks his daughter is a little too chubby and needs to cut out her resources for food. Kidding. But seriously, I'm so broke that the welfare programme has to support my cigarette supply.

A little preview of how Gordie celebrates Chinese New Year
*Gordie is the name for the locals. They have big tummies and orange in colour due to excessive fake tanning.*

Well, during the first day of Chinese New Year, Chinatown was packed with more Whites than Asians. I don't know how the hell did that happened. I've seen a respectable amount of Chinese living in Newcastle, but it seemed like the Whites are having more fun on that day. They even had fun fair, lion dance, firecrackers and a martial art performance. White dudes doing Bruce Lee, fuh-nayyyy! We had a little karaoke session afterwards and shamelessly annoyed the other patrons in the restaurant. Well, not our fault, they didn't soundproof the room. But we did sound like a dying cat parade. LOL!

Umph, well, spring is around the corner. It's nice to see that the sun is still up around 5 p.m.. I usually wake up late and the sky is already dark. It's downright depressing to say the least. It took me one winter to truly appreciate our beloved tropical sun. I'll never complain about the sun ever again (If I do, you can punch me in the face).

Yeap, I had been partying more than I should lately, and therefore the entire March is dedicated to cutting down my spending and focusing on my project. All of them are due by the end of April, and sadly my classes will end by the end of March. OMFG! How did time fly by so quickly? One moment I was adapting to England's crazy weather and the next thing I know, I'm almost at the end of my final semester. Gosh, and here comes all the worries of what's-next and job hunting. I usually try to avoid thinking about those things cuz it gets me nervous and depress. But I guess there's not much place to run to anymore. Sigh. I'm making you guys nervous as well, aren't I? Or is it just me?

Anyway, I've been ranting. I'm sorry, I'm boring you guys with tiny little details and insecurities of my life. LOL. Frankly, there's no exciting or life-changing things happens to me in here. Unless you think going to gigs is exciting or life-changing, then I'll be going down to Aberdeen in Scotland to catch a gig by the end of April. Heh, I should probably look around and try to apply for a permanent job first before I get myself hyped up for this.

Yeah, I was trying to say goodnight before I ranted again. Oops! I should be sleeping now, I have morning class tomorrow and it's already 5.35 in the morning. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna hate myself when I wake up. LOL!

Anyway, goodnight for me, and good morning/afternoon to you guys!!

Love,
Jenn

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Karangan 作文

For those who not understand malay, here is a little translation for the essay.

那天晚上,我的爸妈不在家。我一个人在家。我觉得很害怕。
突然间,我听见有人敲门的声音。我很害怕,我就去开门。突然间,我无意间看到一“只”鬼。那只鬼看着我,我很害怕,然后关门。
过后我的门又被敲了。我又更怕,我去开门。刚刚那只鬼还在那里。那只鬼看着我,我很害怕然后关门。
过后我的门又被敲了。我很害怕,然后我去开门。那只鬼很害怕(厉害!变鬼害怕了),我就关门,因为我很害怕。
过后我的爸妈回家了,那只鬼不在了,我很高兴。我的妈妈抱着我,她很高兴。(老师评语:那只鬼也高兴吗?)
(老师 :来见我!)

Hi everyone,


This is my 1st time posting up something here, I found this karangan in my friend FB photo, and it remind me our "brilliant moment" in Han Chiang. (especially zhi how karangan....haha....)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

最壞的...總會過去

過去的一個星期..發生了太多事情....當中還牽涉了感情+金錢+責任

應該怎麼開始說...就從這裡開始吧!!!還是不要再長篇大論了

其實大家都知道我正喜歡著一個人...這個人我覺得真的值得為他付出一切..即使現在還沒有回報..但我也覺得很足夠了...她走之前,答應過他一定會幫他處理他房子的東西..原本應該是下個月才要處理,結果她的租客A突然說不要住了...原本已經很辛苦的要租客A留下他的床,方便我們找租客..結果我和他的朋友租客B又突然說不要住了..因為沒有錢交房租,,搞的要把跟agent的租約毀掉..要在一個星期以內把所有家具賣掉...上個星期日我又把同事的gps弄壞,要賠一個新的給他...

星期三的時候,晴晴媽媽突然病情惡化(HER MUM HAS CANCER)..我都不能聯絡他..屋子里的東西又還沒搞定...她媽的我們那個朋友(租客B),,原本答應過要幫她cut電費,電話費,上網費的東西全部都不想做,,我真的不想再給晴晴任何煩惱,星期六日我又要上班,,煩死了,,不上班,我又沒錢用...我還要存錢extend visa + 交學費 (因為我fail掉),,結果家具賣不完,,被逼把它捐給SALVATION ARMY...整理這個那個...星期六又要幫我姊姊找房子(因為她被逼要搬)..

一個星期過去了,她房子差不多搞定了,就差電費跟煤氣費(她媽的租客B,你要上課上班搬家,難道我就沒有東西煩嗎.我就是因為沒有女人的聲音才不能幫她cut..你最後還是答應了要幫我們,又遲遲不要搞,,打個電話cut掉真的那麼難嗎???)..姊姊也找到屋子住了..gps也賠給人了...晴晴也透過我的情敵兼最好的朋友把她的留言傳給了我...就連我的情敵也說希望我能回去陪晴晴,因為只有我才能哄她開心...唉...心痛阿...如果不是因為學校的東西,,,我早就回去陪她了...

一個女人...她對我來說,又是同學,又是同鄉(NOT ONLY HONG KONG,BUT ALSO ORIGIN),又是夥伴,又是玩伴,又是知己,又是紅顏...我對她的一切,他早就知道,而且我也不厭其煩的偶爾提起...她對我的,還是停留在感激,,,可能你們覺得我傻了..可是這次我是來真的了...她差的可能就只是那麼一點點讓她喜歡上我的感覺..我差的就只是給她名分的那一刻...



如果你問我這次那麼堅持到底的原因的話,,,我一定可以回答你的...不知道大家現在怎麼樣了,,只想告訴大家...加油...去爭取你們覺得重要的一切吧!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

hi folks!!!

what's up everyone????
its been 2 months since i came back for holiday...ck..ck..seriously time flies quick fast though
er....almost doing nothing in here, and i feel that my brain and body are getting corrode...aih =_=

BUT! aha!! i've been doing some car driving lesson these few days!! wohoooo~~
yea, i know u all probably have done it when you're 17 years old... I KNOWW~~~~~
still, i feel quite different, like i'm getting grown up already..hahaha..

anyway, tanya chua has released new songss!!! new album!! its quite old already actually..but i luv it!!! the way she wrote the lyrics is very.... i don't know how to say..
probably some of you have heard it before, but i just put a few (my favourites!!!!) for you all to listen, enjoy!!!! take care!!!


蔡健雅 「誰」 完整版MV


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YqcN0nduuBM&feature=related

蔡健雅 - 若你碰到他 MV


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQHtAyEl9YE

Friday, January 8, 2010

Poor HCHS Kids

My fellow animals, check this discussion board on Facebook...

Doesn't it remind you of a simpler time when the biggest unjust in the world was that the school didn't allow us to keep our hair long?!

Now when I look at their discussion, all I could think of is "Pfffttt!! Kids, grow up!!" LOL!

Gosh, I feel old...