A Letter To MeiXian

Dear Cow,

I like to laugh at you.

You have a nice set of soft, round, juicy boobs.

You make me think of calcium everytime I see you.

You should stop speak bird language, cuz you are a COW.

Someday I will help you to pump your milk.

You + me = discovery channel "Wild Asia: Sumateran Tigress, Hunting Cows"

If I saw you now I'd smack to your soft, round, juicy twin sisters.

I want to squeeze you.

I would build a 旋转式挤奶机 just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be Kelly - Milkshake.

We could drink your milk under the stars.

Love,
Sumatera Smokiest Tigress

(P.S. Mooo M oo mOo MoooO MoOoo mmoOO *our secret Moo-code ;) *)

Oh and I am not going to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

Bear Bear...(copyright)

Dear BeAr bEaR™,


I must tell you.

You have a nice body that full with hair.

You make me cannot see you everytime I see you.

You should named as Hairy Bear.

Someday I will buy you Mc Flurry becoz you are furry.

You + me = bear + cow?? wtf

If I saw you now I'd scream like seeing a bear.

I want to teach the whole world how to shave so they can help you.

I would build a shaver just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be Fergie - Clumsy.


We could eat grass under the stars.


Love,
Your secret admire.

(P.S.I guess you're now regreting posting this letter? hehe......)

Oh and I am not going to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

Demo (Joenna Tandijono)

Hello there *
fill in these blanks will you ? :


Dear Joenna,
I really wanted to slap you
You have a nice and soft face to slap.
You make me wanna slap you more.
You should be happy for letting me to write this note.
Someday I will slap you again and again.
You + me = Our child(impossible).
If I saw you now I'd really slap you.
I want to use my everything to slap you.
I would build a slapping Joenna's face society just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Slap
We could slap each other under the stars.

Love,
The one who wants to slap you because you tagged me.

(P.S. Sorry for wrong demonstration but I really dunno how to fill in the blanks well.)

Oh and I am not going to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

Silly Game from Facebook

Hello there *
fill in these blanks will you ? :


Dear BeAr bEaR™,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

suddenly....

i MISS sharing things and chatting with mel2,
i MISS being fooled and told to be 'dian zhen' by jen2 and zhi how...
probably mahjong as well ^^
take care ya...

hoho...

HOHO...actually u all get it.. 1/2 CORRECT!!!! *clap clap..* but still thanks for the input, it does help...(part where there is 'ethic thingy', sorry misspell ) and i thought 18PL is for the making-love-action kind of thing, sorry if it's wrong..hihi

Okay, let's clarify it, sorry guys, i make u 'pening', but memang sengaja la..haha

Continue...I understand about the freedom of choosing to 'express your love' to your mate before marriage, and i'm not saying that i dun agree and discriminate it. The actual part of this problem is that, this couple is expressing it wide open, in public ( u all see what exactly 'unconditionally' mean??hoho) or correctly is.....TO ME!!

Aih..and the real part that bugging me is the couple is not a stranger, where i just can take it as 'beautiful scenery'. I used to think people tend to shock when being seen by other when they'r in a 'hot-scene', but why this one is soooo DIFFERENT???(note: they'r not doin sex, just maybe touch2 kind of thing, i dun even dare to look clearly!!)

So, this couple is a different one, they probably think expressing 'love' in front of ur frens is nothing, but 'HELO...' although it's not sex, which clearly crazy if i happen to see it for free, but all the romantic-hot-kissing-hugging-touching-thingy..ehm..i dun know...

Then...is it answering ur questions??still..i'm learning to get used to it, but i do feel sad cause i can't do much about it, i can't put my concept to them (which i think, all these stuff is private, about u and ur mate, u can express it, but until certain level) and the last part maybe.. JUST TAKE IT... T_T
btw, r u all agree tat a couple must behave too?i mean not too happily showing their hot-scene to their frens or family...agree or disagree??

All You Need Is Love..

*ROAR*

Hi, everyone... I know I've been MIA for quite some times in this blog... But here I am, posting... Hehe, happy boh??

Hm, i have no particular topic in mind now... What I wanted to say are mostly posted in my blog... So I'm gonna turn the attention towards Bebek's question... If I interpreted it correctly, I would say that she's asking about pre-marital sex between a couple or casual sex between strangers...

Well, it's a plain controversial issue, isn't it?

Before I state my opinion in this issue, let us be clear that what I am about to say express my personal opinion, and I'm not asking anybody to agree with me... So don't crucify me or burn down my apartment...

I don't see anything wrong with that... As BearBear said, it's a matter of principles and ethics, and I believe that everyone should have the freedom to do what they believe it, as long as they don't hurt others... But for me, as long as two people (or more, if that's your thing) do it willingly, I don't think it's a sin or whatsoever... Different story if one of them is drugged, or forced to...

I know some people frowned upon it and chooses to wait until marriage... But marriage is a formality and legalization, it does not guarantee a happy ending nor will it suddenly increases your love for the other half... Married or not, as long as you love your partner, why not? But if your partner forces you to have sex with him/her to prove your love, that is NOT OKAY... If he/she loves you as much, he/she CAN wait...
My point is, sex comes naturally with love... It clicks... It creates emotional bonds between two people... How can that be sinful? Seriously... I think to condemn a person because he/she does not share your personal moral value is just plain sinful...

Now casual sex, well, in a way, I agree and disagree with it... Emotional and physical release perhaps?? Well, we know how depression and loneliness can cripple someone, especially in the middle of the night... When the "hungry ghost" come out to play... But as long as both sides can accept it and be responsible about it, there's nothing wrong with it... But sad to say, most people somehow lose the rational side of their brain when they are "hungry"... So hungry, that some people eat garbage... Ha!

Personally, I would not date a guy who is notorious for sleeping around... Hellooooo. STD??!!Not to mention he must have the bubble-gum-theory... Chew and throw... Well, unless I also need some bubble-gum... *Ehem*

Lastly, people have personal prejudice about girls who aren't, ehem. virgins... A guy gets to sleep around and he becomes a hero... A girl sleeps around and she's a whore...What is this?? 1952?? Welcome to the new millenium, yo!! You are not GOD, you HAVE to play by the rules (Well, God made a virgin pregnant, he obviously does not play by the rules)... If you expect your future wife to be a virgin, then keep your "pet" inside its cage...

Anyway, those are my personal opinions... Agree or not, it is up to you... But do give feedback if you'd like to... Love to discuss it...

Til then, tee hee!! And play safe, darlings!!

So what is that about????

I wonder how bebek came up to that question. but that question did not actually bugged me at all, cause I knew it when I was in primary school. by the time I saw a condom in my primary school's playground and we all discussed it. and by that time, the school actually organized some talks to share about safe sex. so I do reckon that doing those things were nothing.

so base on my assumption, regarding to bebek's case, firstly she grew up in a totally different family, being taught by innocent thoughts. in addition to her ethical value, I will not surprise by the reason she asked this question, seems confusing huh???

oh ya, digging back to my memories, I remembered back when I first arrived to Penang, I received a msg from my old friend in my secondary school, that one of my friend was caught for making love with her girl friend in the stairway of the school, being found by janitor (quite similar case happened in Han Chiang)....I was rather shocked but I couldnt change anything because that was the fact.yet the very first thing I think bebek should know is, every individual acts its own way and everybody has their own ethical/social value. to which they don't matters will matter to other ppl.

I also had a strong experience regarding to this one when I arrived Australia, to which their western culture doesn't seem concerning bebek's bug. I work in a tourist area which has many pubs and drunk people, plus those ppl who were there to hook up girls and 18PLing.. they act on their ego and ignore everybody in this world, as long as they get their pleasure. To God, these are sins. To them, these are definitions of happiness. I had encountered many times that they are willing to offer their body to me just for some food, a few showed their body to me directly= = So these facts were just merely presenting to me, unconditionally.

I hope bebek can tahan these kind of things because thatz Human nature. we are born Human and we are born to the desires of not listening to God's words. only those who knew the spirit of God and control themselves shall not express their love in that way. It is merely a shame to Australia by calling themselves as a Christianity country....haizz

I guess I was answering the wrong question though but I do really hope my assumptions to bebek were correct...please guide me if I had made any typos...

P.S.: sorry for explaining in this way

15, March 2009. Sunny

thankx for the new layout....the layout is much better than that of facebook- -

Whatz happening guys???guess i will just self-explode some bout myself recently...

getting frustrated at work...the shop was now in a mess without a supervisor...many changes within staffs and also management....everybody act on their own way and not seeking advice from other staffs= =...so now, what happen is....I only work 2 days, with crap hours.

trying my breast to maximize my attendance rate from my uni classes....last year's attendance was such a glorious record hahahaha....i estimated it around 20-32%....ended up just getting an average of 62.5....no matter what, i still have one year and i gotta cope with corporate culture already...i mean in office....gotta update my resume and also find an office job..just to switch back my sleeping times...this pie job had already made me more and more abnormal...but on the other way, I wanna continue studying (i.e. Honours/Masters), probably
further up my Economics major, otherwise it gotta be Accounting (just to survive). everybody knows Economist are people who only use mouth to earn their living.

i undertake quite a number of bible study courses and as well as taking up some services at Church and also in fellowship. i guess I can still handle it as long as He is with me.

all right...as some of people like me might have know it, our class finally have one table for mahjong..hoohoo....but can somebody teach me how to exactly play 3-people mahjong cause i can only play 广东麻将..ow and by the way, I will have a game + karaoke with my friends tonight...hohohoho

basically nowadays I terribly feel 24 hours a day is not enough for me. If anybody of you ask for BGR, I can just tell you that you will not get any answer, cause the answer will come out some day....not long I guess hahaha....

sorry for updating in just plain text, my sister grab my camera and leaving it somewhere again= =

oh and by the way, A warm advice from Bear Bear is to do more exercise as Mr. Bear is suffering again from Sciatica (坐骨神经痛）...which applies that I can either lie down or standing up as My entire left leg will suffer from numbness if I sit...don't interprete it as to prevent Sciatica but actually to train your resistance to injuries should It happen to any of you (touch wood)...I just had lack of exercises and it cost me lots ( ignoring dry swimming a.k.a. mahjong, I win money from it)....Have a silent day XDXD

ACTION of L-O-V-E

Would you expressed your love to the one, where you can do romantic-action-couple-must-do or if in Malaysia, it can be rated as 18PL, unconditionally??? Is it natural or it is not really a sharing kind of things?
It just my curiosity that bugging me around and i need some of suggestion, explanation, or anything..

ps: pls answer it via new post, so that this blog will come ALIVE..
individual experiences can be shared here too (if you dun mind..) and just speak it out.

OMG, i just realize tat most of my old posts are about exam..*ER..boring... BUT, this one is TOTALLY different, *kia..kia.. SO, answer it!!
I'll be answering you guys, which I'm 99.99..% sure the question tat come out from u all is "why bebeth can ask this kind of question..", but if u smart enough, i think it will not tat difficult, rite? *hoho...
The new layout is COOL, but yea, wat's wrong wit the date?

moving out....

hi!

yes, just like the title..i wanted to announce to most of my fren there that actually i already not in KL.. i just moved to Brisbane last......i think is Thursday..yup!correct!
pls dun kill me for those who just know by now...it just been a very very very very very sudden thing for me too...i still blurring that i feels i'm still in KL when i went to supermarket this afternoon..somethin so..wrong...

Okay..i think only this little announcement that i wanted to post..and take care yo!!i'll be posting new stuff once i'm 100% sure that i already in here...
ps:i get a very bad headache and i think is because of the SUN!!!why the sun in here VERY THE TERIK ONE??T_T
luv and hugs

Sharing section

Hai, to everyone that know me.

Bonjour(good morning), This is my first time blogging, reading this blog make me feel guilty since i agreed to post a blog every month when we are discussing it 2 years ago. I am so happy by seeing you sharing your story, picture, feeling and some more funny incident. I think is time for me to post something.

I am currently studying in UTAR Perak campus now(for someone who don't know that). This is a local U in Malaysia, cheap tuition fees which allow my family to support me. This campus is not much special compare to others, Low quality building, low quality lecturer, low quality lab apparatus, low quality service, and low quality facility. Don't be surprised that actually quite some students like here and i am one of them. The population of UTAR is made up by 80% chinese, 18% indian and 2% other races(include malay), a local U with less than 1 percent malay. COOL.

The next thing i am going to show you all is some pictures i taken.

 

The first 2 is taken last year JAN and the 3rd pic is taken this year during event.

I found i got not much picture to show leh, may be next time i try to get more.

Actually the main reason of writting this blog is to ... my feeling out. 

I like a girl... I know her 2 year ago since 2007JAN, and i start to feel sth towards her during the end of second semester(AUG 2007). I thought that is just like not real, so i let it go. Until the end of 3rd semester(DEC 2007), the feeling kept on showing from the deep of my heart. After some time, i decide to let it go, since we are going to study in different places(she in setapak, and i in kampar). 

After 1 whole year, or i should say during the one whole year2008, nomatter how hard i try tofocus on other thing, the feeling does not fade away. i got no idea how many night i am thinking of her and sometimes i even regret that y i didn't confess to her during the time when i still have the chances.

After the first semenster in year 2008, the U decide to transfer some of the students come to kampar. At that time, i felt hope and it is when the bad things comes. I started to plan how do i tell her how i feel, but i do not want to direct jump into the topic, I start with contact her since i had been long time didn't see her dy, and hope everything can start from the beginning.

It is so gladly that their gang is coming to penang last year during the sem break. I almost try my best to accompany them and hope just to have more time to spend with them.

At the end of last year DEC, i travel to KL just to pass her a present, for any goddamn reason, she didn't accept it, i felt sad but i give myself a reason which is it is just not the correct time.          PS. i do no know where she work, and i do not know how to get there, but i just got the name of the school she working. Search a primary school from the whole PJ, by just using 1 map.

This YEAR, i feel is the time is correct, so i choose to tell her what i feel during prompt night(2 days before valentine). After i gave her the present i prepare for her, which bought from IPOH. She told me that actually all is too late. She told me she once have feeling towards me as well, but all is just too late. She actually planned to start relationship with me during the last year trip to penang, but just everything is just too late.

What i felt that night is she said we might got chance, but not now. but afterwards, ... she start to avoid me, which make me feel sad, and some more lots of thing happens. After 1 month, the worst month i ever pass. I don know how many -------------skip-----------------

Last night, i directly tell her what i feel and she honest with me that she felt there are no chances btw us...  GOD BLESS ME.. today i got a 20% physiology midterm.

I am quite a cool person actually, i am bleeding inside and i act nothing outside... Should i cont, or not... I found that i really like her and i also know that she is the kind of person that will never look back...

I need some fresh air...

and can i restrict this post to happy zoo onnly, i don want other to see it